Uwa, I look really ugly.

And you know, as if the wind couldn't have gotten any stronger, and the flames any bigger, I just had to step into mud, ruining my shoes (and reputation, for the first part of the event). But it was worth it- reconnecting with old friends beats being stuck at home any day, eh? The turn out wasn't huge. In fact only nine people were present during the span when I was there. And Hai Long was the only guy, isn't really surprising, is it?

I dug out some really worthy scandals though, from the China man, all the way back from '05. Admittedly, after he entered EPS, dramas actually started to happen. Back then, we really didn't know what in hell was happening, and honestly didn't care. Just as long as our asses weren't involved, it's a clear line. But it always got me curious, since I was quite close with the Mainland people, especially Chen Shan, Yin Xiao and Yao Hui. Hell, I was once close with both Hai Long and Shi Yao, even. Every time they fought, there'd be one commotion or other. I think we just got used to it over the years. I found out some very disturbing things about the one guy that I considered good. The one that I really trusted since the beginning, and even though I don't talk to him now, I still respected him and held his image highly in my point of view. Or I did. Things that I found out was heart wrenching, in all honesty, because I really didn't expect such a thing from such a guy. A mouse. Yeah, that's the portrayal I've had of him inside my head since I've known him. Because, yes, he dares speak up to you- but most of the time, you'd find him in a corner either secretly listening to his old MP3 or sleeping when class starts. He's the kind of guy that you won't notice if he walks in front of you. His stealth and unattractiveness, I guess that was the thing that sets people off- and it was something that attracted me to him. The news, really sets me of  now, and I guess I know now, why they didn't mix with him. Why they all seem to be threatened yet indifferent. And somehow, just somehow, I want to protect him. Because he was the one who made me cry. Yeah, the only one.

Uwa, I look really ugly.

And you know, as if the wind couldn't have gotten any stronger, and the flames any bigger, I just had to step into mud, ruining my shoes (and reputation, for the first part of the event). But it was worth it- reconnecting with old friends beats being stuck at home any day, eh? The turn out wasn't huge. In fact only nine people were present during the span when I was there. And Hai Long was the only guy, isn't really surprising, is it?

I dug out some really worthy scandals though, from the China man, all the way back from '05. Admittedly, after he entered EPS, dramas actually started to happen. Back then, we really didn't know what in hell was happening, and honestly didn't care. Just as long as our asses weren't involved, it's a clear line. But it always got me curious, since I was quite close with the Mainland people, especially Chen Shan, Yin Xiao and Yao Hui. Hell, I was once close with both Hai Long and Shi Yao, even. Every time they fought, there'd be one commotion or other. I think we just got used to it over the years. I found out some very disturbing things about the one guy that I considered good. The one that I really trusted since the beginning, and even though I don't talk to him now, I still respected him and held his image highly in my point of view. Or I did. Things that I found out was heart wrenching, in all honesty, because I really didn't expect such a thing from such a guy. A mouse. Yeah, that's the portrayal I've had of him inside my head since I've known him. Because, yes, he dares speak up to you- but most of the time, you'd find him in a corner either secretly listening to his old MP3 or sleeping when class starts. He's the kind of guy that you won't notice if he walks in front of you. His stealth and unattractiveness, I guess that was the thing that sets people off- and it was something that attracted me to him. The news, really sets me of  now, and I guess I know now, why they didn't mix with him. Why they all seem to be threatened yet indifferent. And somehow, just somehow, I want to protect him. Because he was the one who made me cry. Yeah, the only one.