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Thursday, May 14, 2009 !@#$% 4:33 PM

am I being hostile?

I don't know what to think anymore. What do you want me to think? What do you want me to feel? I'm sorry, I don't feel that this is worth it anymore. Maybe it's you I'm blaming, but for the most part I blame me. Because I never did say anything. Oh, wait, I did. No, you aren't being unreasonable. No, you're being you. I respect you in every way possible, as a person, as a friend, as a leader. But I want things that cater to me, now. Things that I want. Would you solve my problems for me? Would you scream my name when I'm on my way down? Do you even care? -Yes, you do. That's why everything is the way it is. No one wants to blame themselves, so let's stop this charade. You're the best thing that happened; you're the worst thing that came. I guess that's why they call it, "going through thick and thin". You go through the thin together, but when things get complicated, you're against each other. Against each other beyond your wits. I don't like this anymore. The childishness, the games that we play. I won't say we're fully matured, we're not. But remember the times when we used to be against things like this? Remember the times where we promised that this'll never happen? Remember what we said? And what has happened? -Because most of the time, what we pray for don't come about. Instead the opposite happens. But don't you think that we're stronger? Stronger in every sense of the word? I don't like you like this, I know you don't like me too. Let's break this and be what we used to; without looking back.

"Pray for the best and hope for the worst,
too happy to be alive."
I'm failing my maths- official. Oh, and paper two was TOTALLY easier then paper one. EAT THAT, asshits. -btw, don't let Aisha know I just said that. You guys are good friends. [:
Chemistry and Lit tomorrow,I think I'll fail both. Just got a huge sarcastic scolding by Mdm Lim; broke my heart, though Joshua seems indifferent(who am I kidding, he's always indifferent). I need to do well in Lit, like, seriously. Or not, both SS and Literature; GONE.
kaybyeawesomepeople.


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