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Tuesday, March 24, 2009 !@#$% 6:21 PM
I always knew that life could be taken away from a person as fast as light. I just hadn't felt what it was like to deal with something of that sort. This is my time to learn. I'm sad, to say the least, and I know that not only I hold this feelings. Because everyone I know is holding in the anguish inside. What ever happened? The bright smile, the sparkling eye, the good-humoured nature. Those things were the things that brighten up my life. You brighten up my life. I can't imagine a life without your being on this earth, because that life would be a sad and miserable one. Because after everything I've been through, you were the one who could actually put a genuine smile on my face. You were the one who could make me laugh like I've never laughed before. And at times, you're the person that could make me miserable beyond belief. I know I'm not that good of a friend, I hurt your feelings, I may even have stomped on your heart when you were at you worst. And I'm sincerely sorry for that. I'm sincerely sorry for everything that I've done to hurt you. I know words don't mean much, I know I can't do anything to revive you. But I'm trying my best, with my spirit and prayers. I hope it reaches you. And when you wake up, I hope you'd be the same person that you were. I hope you'd still be able to cheer me up when I'm down, to make me smile again when I'm at my weakest point. I hope you'd hear my words, the things I've gotta say. Because only when you're gone will my words come across. Only when you're gone will people start to realise how important your presence is in their lives. Live another day. for us. ps. we promise, we'll pray really, really hard, very, very well, just to make ourselves believe that you'll come back. you hyper person, you must come back! promise us! |