I've been gone for quite a while, haven't I? It's the holidays, what do you honestly expect? Life now has become routined, not that it wasn't before, but I just have less to look forward to now compared to then. At least when I was in school, unexpected things would happen. Funny quotes from Wei Quan, Joshua, Daniel. Those little things that brighten my life. But now, everything just seem to stay still. Mundane. The basic word that basically describes the whole event.

"I'm only evil when it's beneficial to me."

Afrina said that to me, just now. It was the longest phone conversation we've had in ages. We've been friends for over ten years now, I know, that's a lot to say for a fourteen year old, but it's true. We went to the same kindergarten, the same primary school, only separating during our secondary school days. Myself, Afrina along with Farzana. We've been friends for the longest time. What made me write this entry is because Afrina told me that she still keeps the comb I gave her, after my trip in LA. I was seven back then, I don't even remember I'd given her that ornament, much less expect her to still hold on to it. From what I've learned, true friends aren't based on how much you guys get along or how long you've been friends with. You may know the person your entire life and not know a single thing about them besides their name. Being a good friend doesn't mean you're beside that person twenty/four, seven. It means when you do something, that person just appears into your head. Then you remember how much you had fun when you were together and think about how long you've been apart. You pick up the phone, instantly, and dial their number. Do things while your lips are still red, you may not know when you're leaving; be it the country or the earth, and most importantly, you may not know when they're leaving.

To Luminor.

I've been gone for quite a while, haven't I? It's the holidays, what do you honestly expect? Life now has become routined, not that it wasn't before, but I just have less to look forward to now compared to then. At least when I was in school, unexpected things would happen. Funny quotes from Wei Quan, Joshua, Daniel. Those little things that brighten my life. But now, everything just seem to stay still. Mundane. The basic word that basically describes the whole event.

"I'm only evil when it's beneficial to me."

Afrina said that to me, just now. It was the longest phone conversation we've had in ages. We've been friends for over ten years now, I know, that's a lot to say for a fourteen year old, but it's true. We went to the same kindergarten, the same primary school, only separating during our secondary school days. Myself, Afrina along with Farzana. We've been friends for the longest time. What made me write this entry is because Afrina told me that she still keeps the comb I gave her, after my trip in LA. I was seven back then, I don't even remember I'd given her that ornament, much less expect her to still hold on to it. From what I've learned, true friends aren't based on how much you guys get along or how long you've been friends with. You may know the person your entire life and not know a single thing about them besides their name. Being a good friend doesn't mean you're beside that person twenty/four, seven. It means when you do something, that person just appears into your head. Then you remember how much you had fun when you were together and think about how long you've been apart. You pick up the phone, instantly, and dial their number. Do things while your lips are still red, you may not know when you're leaving; be it the country or the earth, and most importantly, you may not know when they're leaving.

To Luminor.