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Thursday, May 29, 2008 !@#$% 4:32 PM
I was going through my friendster a while ago. and I was checking out my messages, all the pass forwarded shit. even though most of them were forwards, some were from the primary school friends. and it brought back so many memories. I know, saying this makes me feel so old. but reading those made me realise what a changed person I am. how I've evolved from being that.. that little bitch everyone calls a friend to now. how I grew up to be me. wow, it has been a while yeah, since I've spoken to most of you. and afrina's tag made me realise how I miss you guys. hell, I even miss Haider and he's in the same school as me. I sighing, feeling contempt with what I have now. Is this enough? maybe. but I feel that I should change some things, look back at the people. the people who have shaped me to become who I am now. man, some times I just wonder where you guys are now. I know, it has only been two years. but really, have we really talked? I mean, having a serious talk in Primary Six, as good friends? six years with you guys, god. I'm surprised I didn't take the time to get to know most of you. am I gonna go and contact you guys after this? I don't know, really, I don't. but memories will still be kept deep inside my heart. memories of Mallacca(don't deny it, most of the memories are from there) and memories of six years growing up in front of each other eyes. really, I've gotta learn to treasure people more. I think friendster just thought me a valuable lesson. I'd fuck him. learning the mathematics of evil by heart |