Why can't I ever fall for a normal guy ?
I know it's never gonna happen between us.
I'm just putting in too much hope and feeling towards this, I'm afraid I'll go mental.
Scratch that, I'm already mental.
I'm scared that this is gonna affect me so much that I'll screw my life over this.
I'm scared I'll hurt your feelings.
I'm scared I'll hurt her feelings.
I'm scared I'll hurt everyone's feelings.
Wow, I deserve to be treated like a bitch.
But sometimes I can't take it. I can't bare looking at you without feeling... guilty.
Guilty because I have this feelings for you.
Guilty because I don't know if this is just a stupid crush or if this is real.
Guilty because I'm so gonna fail my exams because I concentrate so much on this.
I should just go live till I'm ninety in a cottage with 90 cats unmarried.
This sucks.

Feeling alot better today. Just crapped my pants but much better.
Stupidity rules Jon's world as he installed his face on my handphone.
You have Jane, go pester her. =)
Alright, so had a crash course on drama just now.
THAT was interesting.
I completely HATE Daniel Setiawan Irrianto's attitude.
I swear he was born to ruin my life.
He doesn't want to co-operate.
He doesn't want to listen.
He doesn't want to be part of my group.
Fine, I'll trade you for Ashley.
Big mouthed mother fucker.
Idiocy.
All my other group members are all right, with the exception of Wei Quan.
But Daniel just has to get his mouth where his cheeks are.
And when I say cheek, I'm reffering to butt cheeks.
See if he'll talk when his mouth's back there.
Looks don't get you anywhere ,boy.
Don't be daft.

Ending this, Ending this.
xx huda.

3 More Days Till Australia !

Why can't I ever fall for a normal guy ?
I know it's never gonna happen between us.
I'm just putting in too much hope and feeling towards this, I'm afraid I'll go mental.
Scratch that, I'm already mental.
I'm scared that this is gonna affect me so much that I'll screw my life over this.
I'm scared I'll hurt your feelings.
I'm scared I'll hurt her feelings.
I'm scared I'll hurt everyone's feelings.
Wow, I deserve to be treated like a bitch.
But sometimes I can't take it. I can't bare looking at you without feeling... guilty.
Guilty because I have this feelings for you.
Guilty because I don't know if this is just a stupid crush or if this is real.
Guilty because I'm so gonna fail my exams because I concentrate so much on this.
I should just go live till I'm ninety in a cottage with 90 cats unmarried.
This sucks.

Feeling alot better today. Just crapped my pants but much better.
Stupidity rules Jon's world as he installed his face on my handphone.
You have Jane, go pester her. =)
Alright, so had a crash course on drama just now.
THAT was interesting.
I completely HATE Daniel Setiawan Irrianto's attitude.
I swear he was born to ruin my life.
He doesn't want to co-operate.
He doesn't want to listen.
He doesn't want to be part of my group.
Fine, I'll trade you for Ashley.
Big mouthed mother fucker.
Idiocy.
All my other group members are all right, with the exception of Wei Quan.
But Daniel just has to get his mouth where his cheeks are.
And when I say cheek, I'm reffering to butt cheeks.
See if he'll talk when his mouth's back there.
Looks don't get you anywhere ,boy.
Don't be daft.

Ending this, Ending this.
xx huda.

3 More Days Till Australia !