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Thursday, December 6, 2007 !@#$% 5:57 PM
 hey, I just wanna say sorry. about the big rant I had yesterday. because I felt immense pressure and I had to have something to crap at even though it isn't human. so, yes, fogiive me for my mistakes. Well, anyways, waked up pretty late again today. Started the day at ten. I actually woke up when my mum went to work, she mas mumbling something about waking up. That was at seven thirty, so fell back asleep, promising myself to be up at nine. Then I woke up at eight thirty, promised myself to wake up at 9 again. Did not happen. =) Isn't that typical of me. Well, anyways, bathed and shit and I kindda spent the entire day the same as yesterday. So nothing really happened. Duh, it's my life, you can't really expect much, so, yeahhs. Oh, and will you lookit. In exactly a week, mum will be off to Meccah. I can't believe time goes by so fast. I didn't expect things to go by so swiftly. So yeahs. There's one more week to spend with mum. Accidentally got her angry last night. She ranted and ranted and ranted non stop about me having to take care of myself once she's gone. So yeahs. I didn't take out the trash, that's why. haha. Well, sms-ed a few people just now. I haven't been sms-ing anyone lately, and I'm pretty content with that. But then again, nothing lasts forever. Well, sms-ed Dayya back and forth because she was out and was bored. I was bored too, considering I had nothing better to do. I haven't even updated my stories.. I have no idea what the hell I'm writting and I know most of the writings would go to waste anyways. Reason being I don't post the stories up anywhere. nobody reads them. and I have no will or imagination to complete the stories. I come up with the first part, and nothing works out. That's why 90% of my stories are on hiatus. The oneshots make up the other 10% so there ya go. Oh, god, I just ranted about fanfiction. Someone get me beck in school! Yes. I miss school. But I can't say likely for the people in it. Looking forward to a new year, new friends and new fights. Always expect fights. If we can all fight during the school holidays, why can't we on school weeks? my point has been made. Well, looking forward to spending the rest of my holidays without getting angry or punching someone in the face. at least I hope. Well, the plans with Kak Sarah has been finalised, we're going to Malacca without Faiz and Iza. I really want more of us to go, but since the others had their comitments, it's left down to me and Kak Sarah. So, yes, looking forward to that, but I dunnoe why I have the feeling that we're going away too long. I dunnoe. I'm already missing my mum even though she has not taken off. I've been feeling depressed lately because of god knows what reason. And people out there just love to piss me off. I dont know.. PMS maybe...? Well, that's yours to decide. I'm publishing this and I'm going online. I've gotta be social once in a while, right? Bye. =) |